StreetBoy's

2009-07-14T22:27:00.002+08:00

heys people, finally! get time to post! And I haven done my homework! dats how I got the time... hahaha... oh well... smileys people! hahaha, must own wei ni is smiling... hahaha :D :D hahaha... oh well... again.. hahaha, so smiles people! haha... you can forget to bring your brain to school, but can't forget to bring ur smile! lololololol...

haha... somethings going wrong.. feelings jus lik a jumbled piece of crap... Oh No... the last thing I ever wanted... haha... talk to me to find out more! hahaha... ohhkay, dats not an advertisement... but you people can tok to me still... hahaha

2009-07-07T21:52:00.001+08:00

After every huge rain, there will be a rainbow, but when is this rain gonna stop?

Im happy enuf to survive... hahaha... smiles people! Smiles! people dis days are getting more emo.... -.- contradictary... blehh... :D you have to live on, you don't have a choice! haha

2009-07-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

I did something wrong didn't I.... I'm sorry... D:

2009-06-30T21:38:00.003+08:00

I duno... After dis post... I guess... Either dis blog, wld be dead, or I will say nothing much... I duno... confused... Not sure of what to do... Dis post, probably says, what I want to say... almost everything...

I have kept everything in... it hurts... so im gonna say almost all out... my frens, have been thr for me, jus that, I never realli turned to them when i needed... Im sorry, and thanks... Honoured to have frens like dat...

And, my work, has been realli, hectic once sch hols ended... homework, numerous... sch starts and the juggling begins... if you dont noe what dat means... nvm... haha... I tried toking to some people, but I guess, they are just as busy yeh? haha...
Come to think of it, maybe, I shouldn't have remained in Singapore... I was suppose to migrate to France at the end of Primary 6... But it changed... I duno why... Maybe it was better den...

Okies... Thats all I can say... If you say I'm hiding... I will smack you... hahaha, and rmb, smiles! :) for your smile, can mean alot, to someone out there...

Im sorry... Im jus, realli realli tired... of everything... hurts... I wish you all the best... And dont forget me...

I luv you...

2009-06-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

schools back... thou it isn't jus dat stressed as before the hols... everythings, getting rash... somehow... no cca... but i cant find the joy to it... i duno... confused... realli confused... ): hurts, dont hurt, hide dont hide.... everythings jus crashing down nw... i wasnt ready, ohh, but i was never ready...

2009-06-27T09:26:00.002+08:00

heys people, school's jus 2 days away... can't get my mind out of some stuffs... hahaha, oh well, better chiong hw! hahaha

2009-06-25T00:07:00.002+08:00

once it stood as strong as steel, and as unbreakable as iron... but something happened... it crumbled... n it shattered into pieces... not appearing again...
like a human, if he fell n scrapped his knee, he could stand, with pain... but if he fell and broke his leg, he can't stand, not without help...
If he fell n onli cut himself, but when he tried standing, he falls again and again... and he pushes his frens away, not wanting help... he is hopless...

2009-06-24T15:14:00.002+08:00

Pretend - by secondhand serenade

It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here? What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue

So please,
let me be free from you.
And please,
let me be free I can face the truth.

I'm blind to all of your colors
That used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did they go to? Why disappear?
It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear

So please,
let me be free from you
And please,
let me be free I can face the truth.

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please,
let me be free from you
And please,
let me be free I can face the truth

The song is veri meaningful, i think... shows alot...

2009-06-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

heys people... i duno what to post... hahaha... jus thinking... if u wan me to type everything im thinking rite now... its endless... I feel like everything is not the way it is...
oh what the crap... jus tired of dis already lah... haha...

I ran out of pain killers...

2009-06-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

Lets memories fade away... Gaze into the beautiful sunset, which marks an end... Like hope vanishing once again... painfully wonderful...

2009-06-20T23:22:00.004+08:00

Last night, I jus laid on my bed and think... don't tink sick... hahaha, I thought from 11 to 1... well, 1 was the last time i looked at my clock, i think i continued to think for another 1, 2 hours or so... hahaha, well, I flashed back to many many many times... I duno why, maybe, all the significant times... I couldn't sleep, or maybe, i was dreaming... Hmm, cant be... I rmb when i was 7, first day to school, haha, and den, PSLE, and den, i rmb when i heard the news that my violin teacher passed away... and den i rmb the time, when my grandpa had cancer, to the day he passed away... n den start of sec 1... they aren't in order, but, well, almost everything are bad events... n losing someone, is extremely significant..
today i went to jurong point, with my family... went to new york new york to eat dinner, but during dinner, i saw dis waitress, probably about 17 or 18? who looks extremely familiar... i duno... I know i never met her before, and I know I don't know her, but its like, familiar... hahaha, like dis long lost fren... XD haha, oh well, didn't get to know her name - she didn't wear a name tag... haha, well, after i left i felt lik a missed a chance... ohh well, extremely weird... And DON'T THINK ANY OTHER WAY... hahahaha...

2009-06-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

heys people, I feel... realli weird... its definitely not happy, but it isn't exactly sad, disappointed, angry or crushed too... I don't know... Is this a mixed feeling? I don't think so... I feel like everything is crushing upon me... that i don't know what to feel, or what to do... I feel like, there's nothing in life... in fact, things pull me down in life... i wish, i could jus type everything out... hahas... people hide things, but thrs a reson for it, i don't, and why am i keeping it... i duno!?! freaking weirdo toking to himself... self reflection, more of self hatred... blehh! :P I feel like, I regained a small protion of my hope and faith, i duno why, everythings jus getting worse, but I feel enlightened... yayee! I think i hide until i also duno where alrdy... yayee! thats good... haha, I just hope, that it won't get lost, but, everthing is making me lose it... hahahaha, i will try to keep it! i will! yay! lots of yays... hahaha
Yay! dis is great! like a great improvement, for no reason... hahaha =.= hahaha, so please, anyone hu sees dis post, please rmb to taggie! hahaha, please and thank you! hahaha...

Smile~ with hope and faith (:

Smile, to anyone, cos maybe, ur smile, might brighten a person's bad day... or it might even save a life, give a hope to everyone... cos everyone deserves it...

Faith makes everything possible,
Hope makes everything bright,
Love makes everything easy...

Smiles~ =^.^=

2009-06-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

I feel rather let down... it doesnt get better somehow... I got set back, not over and over again, but, in different ways, like in anyway I could be crushed... I lost trust, trust is earned, not gained through other ways... I found out, that nobody should be or could be blamed, except me... I am honoured to have friends, who care, who are willing to be there for me... Thanks :) The reason cause, its me, I just hide things away... That's how I deal with things, I am used to it, I keep it in, hoping to let it slip pass... That's not going to happen... I have many many flaws, I am, probably a terribly flawed human... I am trying... I don't take life for granted, I just wished that I could value life more, by being less crushed...
Its hard to stay strong all the time, I guess everyone knows that... I used to look rather care-free, at least, start of year 1... That nobody would think I'm a person who would actually be crushed and be demoralised... Everything is changing... I hope not, definitely...
And something made me find out a true statement, that nothing will succeed, in a person who is broken inside...

2009-06-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

I tote dat someone would be there for me when I needed someone... I guess i was wrong... everythings for show... Now, everything seems crushed... Even the little joy dat I have once in a blue moon, has been taken away... I tote I could live, to look forward for those precious moments... Now there isn't any... I always kept it inside, but thinking that someone would be there for me, made me feel alot better, thinking that not everything seems crushed... But everything is clear to me now, everythings just been... a lie... Now, Im on my own, it hurts even more...

2009-06-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

Ohh well... Im.. speechless... jus so much emotions, cant describe wif words..

2009-06-12T20:56:00.002+08:00

Faith is broken,
tears must be cried..
Lets do some living,
after we die...

everything would fall and crush one day...
I didn't think I woulds fall, at least not when im helping others not to, but I did...
Everything goes wrong...

I was born when i found you, I will die when I leave you...

2009-06-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

I lost all my faith in everything, everyone i trusted, i loved, i cared about, well, everything and everyone i ever had... i lost everything, or maybe, everything lost me...
when its about time, i always stare into the wonderful sunset, the colorful, orange-pinkish sky, sometimes, the clouds makes it so much nicer... i stare and wonder, think? yeahh... i keep hanging on to dis last faith, which slowly brings me thru life... sometimes, i lose grip of dis very faith, and fall, but dis faith brings me up again... but i guess, once i let it go again... i may never come up again... maybe it would be better...

i was happy i found you... i luv you... but its time i let you go, guess it wil make you happier... you noe i can't, but i will keep trying, until i let go of dis faith, and fall beneath...

2009-06-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

heys people! i got loads and loads to say, but i guess i shouldn't... i duno... i wonder, i wish dat jus a few or maybe nobody would read my blog...

people who care jus ask whether im alright, at times when i don't... i give it my best shot, i smile and nod... hahaha, well... yeahh, most of the time... maybe im jus alright... i jus don't wish anyone would care... i wanna be alone... i feel terrible... but i don't wan anyone to noe dat, everyone has their own worries and stuff... i jus, i don't noe... surely thrs someone hu wld say den why shld i post it on my blog, its lik, stupid... well, yeahh, somehow, im stupid... but i don't write diaries, n i nid to jus say it out to smth yeahh... guess i shld at "Dear blog" or smth yeah? hahaha! ohhkays...

i wana let you go... i can't, im sorry, im quite sure u wld wan me to let go... but, i found you... its hard to let go of smth or someone that i found to be... lovable? that i like... ohhkays... AWkward! It hurts more, to wish upon a star, knowing it wouldn't come true, i wait, i wish, i hope... nothings gonna happen...

2009-06-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

broken by life,
yet not saved by love...

somethings i miss, i wish and i hope... but i know, that it will never come true... i feel so helpless, wishing upon a star, knowing it wouldn't help in anyway, or come true in anyway as well... i gaze into the setting sun, hoping that every start of a day, is a new day of hopes and dreams, that maybe, jus maybe, it might jus come true... it doesn't help, it hurts more, with ever passing day, that with everyday, my hopes and dreams fade to darkness...

2009-06-06T17:26:00.004+08:00

Endless love, endless road
The morning light has the scent of hope,
flowing into the colourful stream...
All right, our fingertips touch the handle,
we'll open the door to the future together,
the echoing sounds of happy bells,
and the winged angel's song is being sung...
Ah, this eternal love continues,
to believe that you are near me...
But even when I am crushed inside,
I still love your frequent smiles...
The most important words come from inside the heart...
If we attack the rage and sadness together,
together, you and I...
Everything will be okay...
Ah, to walk on this eternal road,
somethings are still unclear...
Continueing on to our future...

wonderful lyrics from a korean song...

2009-06-06T15:01:00.003+08:00

Time to give up,
time to give in,
time to let it go,
there's time for everything...
when things dont go,
the way i want it to,
its time to give up,
but i can't let it go...
cos there's too many things,
I want to share with you...
I just can't let it go,
until the time is right...
Things will never be the same...

2009-06-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... jus came back from camp... a few hours ago.. haha, jus... tiring... haha... many activities dat we did... dont tink sick... haha, and i duno lah... hahaha
"Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels..."
Some scars cant be seen, but can be felt... Not everything heals in time... it needs somthing to clean the scars... And not all scars can be cleaned... cos its engraved, not only in the heart, but in the soul of the person, and his memory... i cant rmb everything vividly, but every un forgettable moment, good or bad... is hid away, somewhere in my memories, showing itself time to time... and trying to engrave itself in my heart... All memories hurt, good or bad... I try not to let dem show up... hiding it away, deep inside my sub-conscious mind... to be forgotten... but it doesnt go away... again, dis ain't emo, its true, cold reality...

2009-06-03T19:46:00.003+08:00

heys people... changed my blogskin... haha, but stil has yuna's pic! ^^ haha, the stupid music player ain't working... ): haiz... ahaha, dis picture of yuna you see (just refresh the page if u wanna see it) is really nice... haha, she seems so sad, but shes smiling! hahaha, its hard, if you try it... try smiling when youre sad... haha, i managed to do it! ^^ hahaha..
i never hoped i would be happy, i want to, but i lost all hope into it, so im happy arldy, like right now.. nothing can make it better... everything goes wrong, dats when its normal... but for now, when not exactly everything goes wrong, its to the better side alrdy.. haha, i dont hav much to say.. everything reminds me of someting badd... its better not to say anything... hahaha, and it isn't called emo... yeah... its just... i duno... hahaha

2009-05-31T23:05:00.002+08:00

heys people. quite long nvr post le, quite busy bah... i duno... hahaha, alot of things i duno horh... hahahaha, i wish thrs like smothing u cn post privately, lik... i duno leh! cos post on blog everyone see, but i dont wan to write a diary, or type a word doc n save in com?!? o.O hahaha, but... er... nvm lah.... dis post... dont read it.. i dont wan comments please? hahaha
fate drops me from the highest point, and it nvr stopped... im hurt, from the past, and by everything in the present... nothings going right... nothing ever will, n nothing ever had... i live by everyday having fear of falling so hard again, i fall, myself before i get to such a high point again.... some people understand, some people dont, dey arent to bame, dey dont tak a part in dis, dis route i wld tak alone... i wan to be left alone, just for dis while... whether it hurts or help, it doesnt matter... im confused... i duno... all the feelings just collide, i dont see a hope in it, i nvr did, maybe once, just once, before my life just got crushed, to bits, helpless... i lived a life of hopes of dreams, n dats a mistake i made, made me fall harder...
we have to admit the helpless, n hopless... somethings are meant to be let go of, given up on...
my life, my choices, my mistakes, my fault, my regrets, my emotions, my ending...

2009-05-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to think, so confused... alot alot of things to think about... just, confused, rly rly confused, rly tired too... i dont wanna say anythig else lahh... haha, later ppl say i emo...
haha

2009-05-27T13:56:00.002+08:00

heys, people... now, extremely busy, its after exams, but now soo busy... i got like hw, den NJRC coming up! den gamemaker competition coming up to! n den, interact club, now organising orientation, so veri hetic, later still got meeting... hahaha
just now X-country, not tiring leh, so short distance onli... haha, cos im non-comp... i duno what to say lah, just, veri veri hetic nowadays, den nidda prep for CID open house, hard to cope...
haha, okay, alot to think about, lots of feelings, regrets... haha

2009-05-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, well.. feeling better! yayees! hahaha, but, well, not dat happy anw... but its good! hahaha, its good onli when i dont tink abt stuffs... but lots of things remind me of dem... but, other den dat, everything is... hmm, okay? hahaha...
today was... fun? hahaha, went interact at tanjong katong gurls school, interact club installation for dem, wif grace, veron n justin... haha, but the last part, the mass dance... frightening, traumatizing, hmm, the sch is highly enthusiastic, too enthu for me...
hahaha! okays, dats all...

2009-05-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

i have lots to say... but i tink, it reoubles others, so i tink better nt... just, im not feeling the best i can rite now... i feel terrible... its the least i can say...
i dont wanna live to see my life obstacles dirupt others... i'd rather see my own life crumble and fall... so pls understand, not everything i can tell...
everthing has strikes, no matter in what meaning of it... my life, has just be striked out...

i see my life being chipped away, my future roads changing turns, it aint a stright perfect road anymore... and only when i reach the end, will i find out, it might just be a dead end, i rather, i would die on my way there...

2009-05-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

im confused... hurt by whats inside... i duno... out there, many people say i could tell dem anything, how i felt... but i cant bring myself to do it... seeing some of dem, just feeling as down, its hard to say anything... putting "cheer up" isnt hard... but if i could just feel it...

i cant...

i dont wanna say how i feel, has a few reasons, n one of dem, i dont wanna let you listen to what i feel, cos its just hard to do so, its annoying... smiles on the com screen, dats what matters...

its hard... but i will try...

i hate me...
cos he wldnt just go to hell...

2009-05-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

heys people... hmm... well, results are coming out soon... lucks to everyone... and cheer up or congrats to those who alrdy got the results back... i duno... i dont wanna say anything... but everythings just bundled in my head... i duno... im discontented, unsatisfied...
Just... extremely disppointed... depressed? hmm, maybe not... i duno... what does it feel lik, disppointment and depression? hmm, i duno.. its just sad... i tink... i deserve whatever i get, will try even harder... i know i didn't study enough... it sounds like excuses, like model answer... guess, i will never have a second chance... ): sad face... haha, the songs on dis blog, realli soothing for these... haha...
there are people out there, who's getting lower, or the same marks as me, i know how you feel... cheer up! (: sometimes, u just feel, like if i felt this way, wouldnt u be worst... i wouldnt know, guess u wouldnt as well... we have different lives... i duno, i feel reali sad abt it... different expectations, different standards to meet... ive... done it bad... dats all i can say...
n those ppl, who are feeling down... its okay... u'll do better! its not such a hard time to pass after all, alone, or wif frens... i personally tink, just going thru dis alone, is easier, maybe cos, i never had a perfect fren to go thru dis tgt... hahaa, no offence to anyone, if you feel offended, means u are a true fren! hahaha... just wanna say, sorry, to those i failed to cheer up these few days... its not dat easy when i myself is... nvm... haha!
okays, well, dats all i can pour out from my bottle to the public... some cant be poured out you know... hahaha, if u stil say im hiding how i feel, tell me... so i would smack you the nxt time i see you... ahaha!

2009-05-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

heys people... first time in a month now... MYEs are over... much things happened, but i guess i dont wanna say dem out... some confidential, some, i duno, jus not so nice to say it out... hurts... maybe? hahaha, i should be lik veri happy right now rite? MYEs are over... but it doesnt feel different, somethings missing, or maybe jus everything... okay! nvm! haha, sound so emo... hahahaha, guess lots of ppl are feelings dis way too... haha, i tink im lik the happiest i cn be rite nw! so no sad faces! hahaha, try lah... haha
tmr cca starts... just sian, again... but not so bad i guess... i duno... cca doesnt give me any feeling, just lik, ohh, here comes cca again... hahaha... okay, thrs so many things i wanna tok abt, so many feelings... but i duno hw to express dem.. so nvm... again... ahaha
anw, although veri lag, but i lik final fantasy X, probably good, after the crazy crowds disperse abt ffx, den i become crazy... hahahaha, veri nice.. i lik the story base... hmm, shldnt go too much abt into the characters... hehe... later i go crazy... hahaha, okays bah... not too long... i duno lah... hahaha, but guess what! dis is a rather positive post! best i cn do... hahaha, so im not emo! hahaha, and dont say im hiding how i feel... hahaha, dont mak things difficult.. pls? hahahah! seeyou ppl, guess wif dis skin im gonna post lik everyday! hahaha =^.^=

2009-04-15T20:40:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... today was quite interesting... haha, morning Yi wen wont in sch, coz EL syf... den aft the boring sci, den joel n clmnt fly away le... haha, gt choir syf... den later aft recess, lik at 9.40, den got math, math seemed to fly pass.. den alrdy 10.20 lerhh.. totally wasnt listening in eng, den 10.35!!! den go change to Interact tee, wahh, damn big sia... haha, den went LT4 wif Yanning, but it was used, so we totally slacked outside thr... gt lik afew yr 4 gurls, grace, si yi blahblah... den soon the schs came, n den IU day!!! i duno hw time flew damn quickly... it was lik 12.40 liao lorhh... haha, den i went to meet grace, wif mrs tan, den escort judges, den i was suppose to go CP meeting at 2.45, but IU day still on...
den i tote cn skip the meeting, didnt tink dat mdm tia go send yi wen com look for me lorhh... wth... den i go library resource room, den see lik all the cp thr, nt fair lorhh... Chang Ming nt even thr, den i kena she nvr... she oso interact derhh... haha, den mdm tia scolded me, hmm, nt exactly scold, she jux asked me out to the library den toked to me... den over lerhh, den cp meeting seemed lik 3 times longer den IU day lorhh... sian... dont ask abt it... it was obviously quite interesting bt it was damn waste time...
haha, den took 97 wif Yi Wen, den met her snrs... scary... hehe, jkjk... dey tink kenneth pang is me... so dey were lik woots! haha

2009-04-13T21:16:00.002+08:00

many things happened in my life dis few days... they are about school life, hw, frens, parents, pressure, expectations, CCA, teachers, seniors(maybe) & me... One word for it... Hell....
It makes me cryy, make me sad... but hu cares... im nothing....

Keep me alive, my will for survival is growing thinner... it will break, and eventually die...

2009-04-11T17:53:00.003+08:00

heys ppl... im srsly like... going downhill liao... in every aspect of it... studies, concentration, self-esteem etc. wahh, nvm, i dont noe wt im feeling... haha, everyday my self-esteems go lower, and one day i wont hav self-esteem at all... and i estimate dat dat day is coming soon... hahaha, but hu rly cares man... besides me... i mean, its human nature to actually care abt ur self... its not actually selfish, its jux normal... so i dont blame anyone... and dont ever go around calling others selfish coz dey dont care... unless, dey are suppose to care, even frens, i dont hav many frens hu rly cares... so try asking urself dis... hav you ever stopped to tink how others around you felt if you said or did smth to dem... if you didnt, you dont hav a rite to say others dont care...

nvm, goshh, everything i write is lik those found in the life moral kinda books dat stretch a 1000 pages... but i dont wanna write wt i did, coz nobody actually cares... i dot wanna write how i feel, coz its jux boring, its jux sad over sad over sad... dead boring sia... n besides, every thought dats in my head, is meant to be kept in thr... dey are either boring, or jux simply personal... i dont noe hu to say it to... i noe i hav rly close frens, but i duno how to say it to dem, or wat to say... dats bad, and dat hurts...

im not ~~emo~~

I can say a thousand lies, but in my heart engraved a thousand scars...keep me alive, my will of survival is growing thin...

2009-04-10T13:14:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, i tink dis font size cn bah? haha, goshh, now got no font color dat cant be seen lehh... how arh? hahaha, nvm.. lol! Evil lehh, nxt monday got interact club, but monday got chinese supp! aiyahh, i duno lehh, which one shld i go.... why dont wan on tues... cn pon C-prg sia... pian1 pian1 mus on monday... hahaha, lol! sian sian... anw, todays Good Friday.... And my ex-violin tcher's death anniversary... I tink its quite private, i duno... so i put small font...
homework now nt alot... but feeling quite down... hmm, isnt dat quite normal... hahaha... evill... lol! random.. my bad habit... haha

if i could wish smth on myself, i wish i wldnt hav feelings... feelings coz distraction, and overcome me... feelings nvr served as a positive impact... nothing much to say, coz everythings in my mind... I can say a thousand lies, but in my heart engraved a thousand scars...

keep me alive, my will of survival is growing thin...

2009-04-08T21:01:00.005+08:00

heys ppl! jux change me blogskin! yeppies! haha, testing yays, im trying whether cn see in dis colour... haha

anw, i found dis poem, :P cooll... haha

2009-04-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... hmm, what am i to say... hahaha... hmm

Blames, accuses... i was being pulled in the picture... and im nt innocent, im sorry... U guys cn put all the blame on me... i will accept it... i dont mind holding the weights of blame... jux think, are you jux making someone else a scapegoat, or do you rly tink im to blame... ive been a scapegoat once, i cn be it again... you cn see it as im the entire cause... it wont be alright, it nvr will be... once you point a gun at someone, dat someone is gonna rmb for life... im sorry if ive ever caused anything... but isit a must dat you should hurt me too? I swore to someone, dat dis secret lied in good hands, dat onli some ppl will know, some people wif trust, and nt a knife ready to stab me in the back... Think... You arent a retard, you know whats rite and wrong, what is good, what is not... Coz it hurts... well, not much of emo, jux, its quite pissing... but, u noe i dont get pissed easy, im holding on tight, please, stop dis... jux, let it go... let it go...

Everyone has an urge for
Veangance, and
It will nvr recover unless you
Let it go...

keep me alive, im gasping, will for survival grows thin...

as u look far down to the busy streets wif cars,
u retract back into you flat,
your mind full wif thoughts,
bad things dat happened,
how you saw life as unwanted...
holding your breath,
you closed your teary eyes,
pulled yourself into the wind,
sudden thoughts came,
you feel the strong wind against you,
great family, frens, you had,
times you enjoyed,
times you failed,
times you succeeded,
times you had a big smile,
times wif jokes,
times wif....
a sudden blackout,
a sharp pitched sound,
never open your eyes again...

2009-04-05T19:02:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... ive found out alot ppl tink im emo.... -.- haha, so im gonna take dis emo test and find out! You guys cn try too, but i bet thrs not much of a diff lorhh...

1. Do you hear emo songs?
Like de.... i mean its like, who dont? they are nice cn...

2. Do you use emo pics as ur dp?
Hmm, i jux find bloody roses cool, dont blame me... XD

3. Do you use emo pm?
Yeahh, but its cool can... wteva....

4. Do you put on dark make up?
WTH, hell no...

5. Do you wear dark coloured clothes?
Im a guy, why dont I? o.O

6. Do you think life sux?
Yes duh... And i hav a veri good reason for it lorhh... so NO count!

7. Do you like hair which covers your eyes?
No, its so weird....

8. Are you sensitive?
Somehow... LOL

Conclusion for mua! Im NOT emo! coz i hav "No"s... De... hahaha

2009-04-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, sorry, didnt post... gosh, i duno why i rly rly feel lik saying sorry, i feel so useless... i guess ive screwed something up for someone... Im so sorry... okay, today... same boring day... fast forward to aft sch... stupid ez-lik card aint out yet... crap! i ponned infocomm coz i nidda go interact club... its more important... :p hahaha, but it was at Jurong Pri!!! end up grace and i went to G.O to get ez-link card first, took for si yi too... nvm, dont tink anyone noes hu they are... den aft get ez-link cards, went to tak cab to jurong pri... o.O hmm, quite weird... hahaha okay, den go jurong pri den blah blah... den finish at 5! hahaha, den went with grace n si yi to JP StarBucks.... hahaha, veri extra... 2 year 4 gurls and me? hahaha, den i jux sat thr and stoned, grace sat thr drink n tok... hahaha, asked me quite a few questions... haha, read thru my almost entire inbox + sent msgs.... commenting on some lorhh.... hahaha okay, den i walked home from JP!!!! wahh, didnt noe it wil tak lik 30 min! wat the hell... and i was lik sweating lorh! hahah
okay.... haiz.... no matter how hard i try not to tink abt it... it will go back to me... makes me sad... u noe hw muchh i hate dis thing, dis feeling... hw I wished you wouldnt hav to do dis... haiz... nvm... i trust ur decision, thou it hurts... hard... even if (when) i break, i wldnt do anything to you... i hope you cld appreciate... im jux toking to myself anw... the choice aint mine... ):
i found dis lyrics, rly interesting... 1,2,3,4.... thrs onli 1 thing 2 do, thrs 3 words, 4 you... I luv you... it made sense to me... its jux as simple as numbers...
im hurt... broken, shattered and torn apart... i noe you wont understand, nobody will... its jux me and everyone else.... Its my life, its a good day to die everyday... welcome to my life...

2009-03-31T19:32:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... lol, hmm, guess manny people are lik going super hiong.... always so busy... must take a break marhh... anw tmr is chairperson investiture... kinda but not rly looking forward for it... hahaha, dont tink nidda explain dat part.... lol!
i tink im becoming crazy liao, really hate the tuition hw, my own hw, C hw, flash hw, theory hw, and sch hw! arhh, nvm, like dat surely one day break down one larhh.... wait bahh.... wait until rly break down den see how.... hahaha
still trying to change cca.... haiz, so many things to tink abt...
haiz, im rly changing... lol! responsibilty, stress and age comes as one...
lol

2009-03-30T19:25:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, haha, veri ling nvr post lerhh... jux sian... coz gt no time! stupid own hw n tuition hw, n den gt dat shitty C homework... haiz... every thought of dis mak me wanna quit cca, so, im finding someone to quit wif me, probably a guy, coz i tink i wanna join scouts, its slack, it doesnt hav hw, n it is nt sitting in front of a com... LOL, anyone? w8, dont rly hav guys from infocomm club hu tags... sadded... stil, i will be "recruiting" one more... haha
And maybe what joel said was rite... im caught on the fence, in the middle of a cold war... some people may noe wt it means... im like a messenger between the 2 lines... i cant tak a side, you all noe it... dis cold war will nvr hav a winning party, onli a merger, a unity between both... so until dat day comes, im probably a loner, on no man's land... so im still waiting... LOL you probably noe hu they are... alrdy got joel in the picture, its nt difficult to guess... lol
okay, its jux the same feeling ove and over again, so i dont wanna sae it anymore, its useless, its unhelpful, and it sux... so seeyou ppl

2009-03-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... i duno... i guess im too easily affected but i feel pain... real painful... im suffering too much, i jux cant do anything to help it... i jux dont wan anyone to feel dis pain... if anyone feel depressed... let me be the one hu will be thr for you... let me be the one hu will bring you up if u fall... thrs hasnt been someone thr for me... n it hurts, deep... i dont wan anyone else to feel dis pain, it rly rly hurts, i cant express it... it literally hurts, in my heart... the emptiness, its jux a cut getting deeper wif every second... haiz... let me help...

2009-03-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

heys ppl... haha, okay, hmm, im nt feeling anything right now... hmm, maybe thats good... lol, anw, joel, clmnt and bei hua came to my house to do projects... bei hua, came the earliest and did, well.. quite alot of stuff... but clmnt n joel, hu came at lik 4 or smth, slack nia lor... hmm, other den typing the few guide lines of the geog proj... and den 5 go liao... o.O and den most of the other time before 5 they jux spend on USING MY MSN... go spam Amos, den he go block me, and den go talk to other ppl... and den to yi wen... poor yi wen, what they said to yi wen was quite mean lor... sorry... im innocent... haha, but seriously lor... dont so vulgar larhh.... hahaha...

if the world could feel what others were feeling, sharing every indivisual pain, anger, and depression, as well as the great joy... the world could be a better place... i guess im too exposed to the real cruel world, too exposed for my age... i dont wanna be exposed, i'd rather be gullible... at least i wont feel the pain of others, thru the cruel, bloody yet real world... if the world was like movies, grreat ones like those in cartoons... But nonetheless, i bet thr arent happy endings in dis world, not the ones in movies...

nothing is perfect... i tink dinos were prototypes for humans, when god created dinos, their brains were too small and their mouth were too large to the extend... hahaha, so they had to be cleared before a new prototype could be made.... and den the cave men came about, and soon, their skeletal system were modified by Mother Nature... and here we have, the best "design", the human race, known as MAN... haha, hmm, aft i wrote that, i wonder why i did.... hmm, glitch in mankind! haha, or... yeahh, its jux me...

dont forget me as a fren, as a stranger, or jux another passer-by, a stepping stone in life...

2009-03-18T16:00:00.003+08:00

heys ppl, haha, im feeling alot better... in fact, im feeling positive for once... hahaha... Yays! great... hmm... lets ee what im gonna talk about... hmm, homework... its crazy lot, even when i didnt go to sch its crazily alot sia... i hate that hw... hahaha, hmm, and Call Of Duty 4 rawks on my new com! haha, its nt laggy! haha, okays, a short post here... hahaha, see you! smiles! :D

2009-03-16T14:27:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... hahahahahahahahahahaha..... lol, joel asked me to give a random cheerful post, though its nt cheerful, its jux random... okay, dis is failing pathetically... i cant jux cover the pain by seeming happy... its jux like covering tears of pain wif raindrops... if its thr it will, n when its tears, ur eyes will be red...
Dis fall is the worst, i duno whether i cn stand up on my own again... some injuries r jux permanent... maybe dis is one of it... dis means i wont be me anymore... maybe its better... haiz... dont feel lik tinking of dis anymore... i rly hate it... lol...

Pain is jux another feeling, keep it in, suppress it, and move on...

2009-03-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

heys ppl... super tired, bt cant slp, veri sian-ed... haiz... things arent turning out well dis few days, seems usual for me rite? haha, maybe, bt its different, cant sae wts the difference bt its worst... im losing touch, im losing eveything i ever cared abt... i rly dont hav much to lose anymore... probably dis is hell for me... if you could understand... if anyone could understand me... i wld sae you are jux another person hus jux lik me... what's the meaning of life? thr arent second chances in life... i understand that... bt why give me a chance when you noe you wld nvr give me another... i can feel the cold you give me, thats not supposed to be... you noe i like you... bt its jux heart breaking to see you slip away, its lik letting go when its jux the beginning... its like backing away from dis, and picking another way around... i cant mak it thru alone... tell me ur feelings, pls... i cant feel it when its as cold as ice, as hard as stone and as real as ever... im waiting, hesitating every move, afraid that any one could end dis, n once dis ends, i wont be me anymore... i feel im already changing from the inside... u noe i dont show my feelings... let me help, let me bridge dis... n let me keep it warm... things will change... maybe it already started to change, but it ain't for the better... im tired, exhausted... but i swear i wld wait, i dont mak it that far, bt i will wait forever... if you wld, except it and keep it pls... im nt asking for more den tt...

Pain is jux another feeling, keep it in, suppress it and move on...

2009-03-12T18:39:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, its super sian, got alot hw, again... hahaha, todays PE wasnt veri fun... haha, coz its netball, again... and by looking at my height, you should figure out why le.. hahaha, but i prefer Mondays PE, its PT! haha, running and crunches and pumping, veri fun lehh... hahaha, though im nt veri fit, hahaha, but like 4 rounds continuously plus 4 sets of 15 pumpings and 15 crunches, still okay... wonder whether when they will let ask do chin-ups... hahaha, but so unfair lorhh... Gurls no nid... hahaha

damn, I haven pass up all the hw due today, lik gong han, zian bao and the Reading sense... Ohh... sadded... and tmr goin to support the netballers with 2A, 2D and 2E i tink, nt veri sure... we leave at 12.30 pm... haha, i prefer having lessons lorhh, if wan oso skip speech and drama marhh, anw always kena kaobei one...

haha, but i will be skipping 1 hour of cca! hahaz... i tink i will always use dis sentence at every end of the posts, "Pain is juz another feeling, keep it in, suppress it and move on..." haha, duno why i lik using tt... haha, and toda clmnt n ying jie sent me some japanese songs... haha, still trying to appreciate the music, not rly into japanese songs... haha, sunset is nice... haha, random... anw, i jux got dis tote, for ppl hu feel they had rather die... jux tink, u shld be glad ure alive... haha

Pain is just another feeling, keep it in, suppress it and move on...

2009-03-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, again... damn, still that big load of homework... sian-ed... And my results, they arent good... Its nt up to standard... Its onli GPA 3.3... How can I ever live thru year 2 man... haha, and I found out being an SC, LIKE BEI HUA, always get super good results... He zai larhh... Hmm, maybe Zelin was rite... the rings do have powers... Hmm... Maybe i should consider trying to be an SC... Though chances will be low... haha, having spliting headache, stupid headache, so annoying... haha, life talk session again... haha...

Life isn't fair... Hmm, I disagree about it... I tink its veri fair if you count each and everything down to its roots, sometimes you just feel so angry or disappointed because of somebody, you will think, lao3 tian1 mei2 yan3, life isn't fair... But think, when is the last time you made someone else as angry or sad? everyone is due to make someone angry or sad, no one is perfect, even if she or he is, will people get so happy over it? No... In fact, this might as well be a cause of unhappiness and anger... Being able to contemplate the point that people are due to get somone else angry or sad, its easy, but to put into action, put urself in others' shoes and think thru it, think how they would feel, is it fair that they feel dis way? If no, what can you do about it? If yes, what can you do to change it, or you would rather leave that way? Dis are questions that a person would nvr ask himself if in the state of anger or sadness... Put on ur thinking caps! LOL =.= haha, change the way you tink, put it in a different perspective, probably you would become a great deal of knowlege thinking and understanding person...

Feelings come, feelings go, pain is one of them, its nvr too hard to keep it in... It will hurt, maybe for a short period of time, maybe forever... But what really matters is what the pain has caused you to change, and why you suffered...

2009-03-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

heys ppl, duno why so sianed, so jux post... hahaha... haiz... stupid C prg.... I rly hate it man.... I wanna change cca... hahaha, 2 more years!!! And the PESA!! i nidda finish by tmr sia... arghh... and joel quit PESA... Leaving me to suffer alone... Evil person... haha... And mdm choo jux said "okays... No problem, anw each class onli nid one person..." o_O haiz... pathetic... haha, im nt emoo... im nt emo... hahaha, mr tan sae muz lik tt de... he said saying how you feel will help... haha... im pathetic in this... got like super many homework... arghh, which is excluding the those tt nidda pass up like the day aft nxt... someone jux wack me on the head!! Die den suan5 liao... haha, seriously lorhh... Life stinks... Im nt emo, but its jux the truth... haha, com home got soo much homework to do... Not looking forwrd to it.... And go sch gt nothing to look forwrd to... especially tues n fridays... ahaha, its like, gt no motivation... Anyone cn give me suggestions? LOL thats why im nt looking forward for sch hols... I enjoy having lessons in sch better den cca and home, and hols com, everything hav except sch lessons... o_O haiz... haha... Some ppl will say for frens lorhh... But abit de weird... haha, anw i hav limited number... haha, unless its more den a fren... Hehe... haha, lol, lame lar... it wot work for me... haha, cyu ppl...

Back again...

2009-03-09T18:05:00.002+08:00

heyys ppl, nothing is better, nothing in my life is ever gonna be intersting... Life's tough these days... Its nt too bad... People say that ain't tough to live a cruel life, but I would say that it is cruel to live a togh life, well, thats life, live wif it or jux give up... Life's pathetic... Me? Or the people around me? I would say me and my point of everything around me... It isnt like a game, you cant cheat ur way through, you cant change things whenever you want and you cant respawn after a death... It isnt jux my personal life, thrs alot more to it... Blaming others would only pull others into the trouble, even if its the other person's fault, find a solution for it, even tt means helping the person while the person puts all of it on you... keep it in, suppress it, neutralize it, and move on... time, effort, load are human factors, they have no limit, you can keep on adding load but you will still manage... But this, it will destroy you from the inside, maybe thrs a way to help it, maybe not... I swear I will hold on for as long as I can... But thrs a limit for this, and I know that point is reaching... thrs pain, but pain is jux another feeling, again, keep it in, suppress it, neutralize it if possible and move on... This are tactics, or strategies,that I use too often, they will find another way around this tactics and counter-attck it... Im waiting, im ready... thrs honour in every defeat wif a fight...
this is a long post, if you cant be bothered reading, its okay... Its jux like a diary... see you ppl...

2009-02-23T20:45:00.002+08:00

heyys ppl, chain is still not broken... haha, im still the same... today was quite good... we played soccer during recess for 40 min... haha, n den gt the stupid history test... 0.0 Lol, n den gt chi supp!!! haha, bt its damn wt lor, onli 30min, from 4pm to 4.30pm, bt anw, the teacher took extra 15 min... haha, i find chi supp fun... i mean seriously, mdm tia ain't such a bad teacher, shes jux exceptionally strict with dressing rules... plus the guy chi teacher, its damn fun... haha, had good laughs of a broken chinese compo... haha... bt dis feeling will go away... haha, I feel Lost & Insecure... LOLs... Im decided i shldnt put in the last part anymores... coz i duno... dis ain't a private blog... I duno who else will read it... haha, cyu ppl...

2009-02-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, hope i dont post too late... LOLs, haha, nothing happened, Im still the same old Kenneth... Lols... Jx spent the whole day out doing HOMEWORK!!! arghhh... how annoying... my life's boring man... anw, im bringing my soccer ball tmr i tink... haha, nvm... cyu!!!

2009-02-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

heys ppl, dis is gonna be a short one... U cn tag abt the one before... i jux dont wanna break the chain... haha... nothing much happened... jux spent a whole day at home studying... and I gt DOW 2!!! lol, i dont think anyone noes wts tt, bt nvm... haha... again, its me and the various ppl... lol, maybe i shld change it, it kinda doesnt mak alot of sense... hmm... me and the many passers-by??? hmm, tt will do for now... haha... stil as sian-ed... haha, nvm... cyu!

Its nt jux me... Its My whole world abt you...

2009-02-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

heyys ppl, haha... onthe same thing... Saddening... Nothing interesting goin on... I hav a boring life... Its annoying... haha, wif PEOPLE trying to puke... haha... bt, its still me and the various ppl... I wish ppl wld understand me... haiz... Or mabe its jux me... haha, its better nt to feel ANYTHING den feel EVERYTHING... lol... without sadness and fear and anger, life will be better... I hav nothing to lose... Happiness? wt's tt suppose to feel lik... haha... I feel mixed... but with a large percentage of wt i call, nothingness... Numbed... haha, dont sae im emoo coz im trying my best nt to sound lik tt... haha its nt as bad as it looks... I cant feel a thing... LOL, and its nt fun...

Thinking... Processing... Please wait....
ohh, and lots of hw, and tiring cca, again... and its sad lorhh... haha....
my bottle is almost at its maximum... I bottled up everything... Im gonna blow soon... haha... sry, bt its probably my onli way of expressing myself... and its the onli ting tt keeps me moving in life...

I wish i hd jux keep fr looking at you in the first place...

2009-02-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

Yo... Im nt goin to break the chain!!! haha, so i've came to post. I rly gt nothing to sae though... jux wanna sae, nothing changed... Same, me and the various people. Wish I gt no feelings.
No anger
No happiness
No sadness
No love
Its better tt way... Im gonna skip tt last part thr today... gt no mood to do tt.... haiz... sry, gt no time to reply ur tags... haha, wil do so tmr or sth...
see you ppl...

2009-02-18T17:51:00.002+08:00

heyys ppl... not bothering to count hw many days le.... haha... im exhausted, tired... half-dead... arhh.... Its so sickening lor... someone kill me man.... haha... Im losing everything i cared abt... haiz... haha... more trucks full of hw... im juggling, i dont have so many hands... pls... nothing happened... rly... jux super tired... haha... tmr is thurs!!! Its the day which is the most tiring... arghh... bt anw... im looking forward to nxt monday... though its history test day... haha, going to play soccer aft PE... hope we're nt soo tired... haha, and thrs chi supp... haha, i sound lik a crzy person... haha, tts all i cn tell... som things arent meant to sae... though its nt private at all....

Thinking of you... Wishing you the best...

2009-02-17T20:06:00.003+08:00

Heyys ppl, again... 6th day... I think... Lols... I think im gonna give up counting the days man... haha, I got my wish lehh... I wished I had 1 mouth, 2 ears and a nose... Lol, jux being random... Erm, today, jux a normal tiring CCA day... Gonna die of exhaustion sia... haha, nt feeling any better nor worst... haiz... terrible lar... haha, anw, today I jux found another bridge.... Haiz, hu else bt Clive... sad... he seems trustful.... I hope.... If you duno wt im talking abt, den nvm.... haha anw, aft reading some ppl's blog, found out some ppl said PE ytd was veri terrible... haha, I tink its kinda... Bt I feel its veri fun, haha, nxt monday gonna bring my SOCCER ball to school... haha...

Listeing to Ying Jie's advise, I would dis part short for now....

I have feelings for you...

Good enough? haha, short and sweet...

2009-02-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

Heyys ppl, its Monday... All over again... Haiz... Good thing is Monday normally has no homework... haha... so im posting here again... bt tmr still gt CA1!!! today is chinese... tmr STILL chinese... haha, so bored... I nid a life... haha... today had chi supp, and den gt tuition... chi supp, of course its quite boring... Bt at least today Mdm Tia wasnt the main teacher teaching!!! Woohoos... It was the other guy teacher, I think better... haha, of course I "was" listening attentively... haha...

Its so muchh to give, so less to take... But nothing seems impossible, as u stay before me... It takes my full attention to jux look at youu... It seems like I have known youu for a century... Its jux lik putting a 1000 pieces of puzzle together everytime I looked at youu... And like im losing every piece everytime I turned away... Pls, I dont want to lose the pieces of my puzzle... I jux want it to be together... Glued... Framed... And hung on the wall... Jux like any other puzzle...

What if I said I had feelings for youu....

It aint better...

2009-02-15T11:06:00.003+08:00

Heyys ppl, 5th day... everythings fine... I hope... nothing much happened today, since its like, the beginning of the day... haha... had theory lesson just now... haha, nxt week will be the start of CA1!!! so scary... I rly hope I score well(like de...)... haha, tmr will be chi and tues, still chi, and den wed is science prac... Haiz... Anw, all the best to all 2k-ians... since im nt sure whether the rest of the ppl will be taking on the same day... haha.. things arent getting better, but I dont think they are getting worst as well... Its still me and the various ppl.... To 4.0 GPA!!!

Im Losing all my concentration on all the other stuffs... That's why Im always posting this few days... I cant concentrate... Not in school, not at home... No where... Haiz... What does it take me to stop!!! Until I lay down and die ??? haiz... still thinking... deeply... there's nothing I cn do nw... or nvr....

You make me dream even when im awake... What if I said I had feelings for youu....

CP training

2009-02-14T16:44:00.005+08:00

haha, yeahss... 4th day!!! haha, since I hav been writing quite alot, so I tote I would change the font size. today was cp training, it was quite sian... Coz its super dry... talking, talking n more talking... Its so much to tak in... Bt the gd ting is I didnt fall aslp... Some specific reasons (sold separately)... Haha... den, still, aft that I didnt hav anything on and went for lunch with family at JP... Bt it gt me a new ZINC bag! Woots!!! :D haha its kinda small though...

Haiz... I Wasted a chance with her today... at cp training... nxt monday will be the nxt time I get closer to her again I hope... Bt I feel so helpless... I wish I had no feelings at all... It hurts... Alot... I duno why... It jux hurts... She seem lik she noes alot... Bt I doubt so... I wish she knew... A part of me wants to tell her hw I feel, bt a greater part is resisting it... I duno when dis greater part will shrink and become the smaller part... Haiz... What I get is what I deserved... Falling deeper and deeper into ****...

Jux tak my feelings cn youu? Or jux burn and thrash it... I cant hold on for long... Make me let go... Pls, mak me let go...

Its ALIVE!!!

2009-02-13T21:10:00.003+08:00

heyys ppl, yess, its like the 3rd continuous day tt I updated my blog, muahahaha... lols, today, was a little sad, not to the disappointed side. Im rly tired of cca... i shldnt sae tt, bt i cant rly help it... things done thr, the loneliness... I dont seem to be veri welcomed thr, its jux me and the many various ppl... At least multi seem more welcoming with corny and justin...
Haiz... saddened... :(
And Weely + Jiahui + Ying Jie interrogated me, its kinda like surround and shoot questions kinda thing... Dont noe whether I used the right word :x, I suck at L.A, and H.C...

Those hu Don't rly bother reading this are good ppl, lol, dis section is always like hw I express my "inner-feelings" lol, it doesnt matter if ppl dont read it...

This feeling is growing... It doesnt always happen coz its unique... I dont why, its jux a feeling, I guess... I find no reason why this happens... Bt its happening... And everything will hav a reason why ,I guess, or hope... I jux wish she could hear these... Haiz.... LOL

Jux wanna sae, Happy Valentine's Day to you... I had rather be a silent angel, watching over you... Then be a passer-by... :)

2009-02-12T17:17:00.006+08:00

heyys ppl, duno y this few days so much h.w but still can post on blog... Is to relieve stress? lol... seriously sian-ed diao, damn exams so fast come, den so late tell us... Onli got a few days to study... Crap lar... somemore saturday valentines leh... Wah piang eh... lol, haha, valentines gt cp training... haiz... to make this post longer i will go...
blah...

blah...

blah...

blah...

blah...

the end

lol, dis is so "private"??? cn, so if ppl dont scroll down more or sth, they cant read dis..

haha, maybe its nt juz a crush.. im confused... mesmerized??? by her, erm, eyes??? diao, sound so... eyyer... lol, shes juz a random person some ppl sae, but since she would probably not see dis...

I hav feelings for you...

2009-02-11T17:42:00.002+08:00

my blog is dead,
and all i said,
was that it was dead,
and miss lai ate cake,
and the thing that i hate,
is having my blog dead.

Lol, juz crapping... haha, dead... silence... nothing... silent thoughts... no one bothers, no one cares... no one wants to kick my a**.
* is an alphabet.

Arghh, stressed, too many things in my head... though nt all studies...

And for those who noes... I finally noe her name sia!!! hahahahaha, juz nidda bridge...

2009-02-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

oi!
your blog mati liao lah.. -.-

Dead blog

2008-12-26T15:45:00.003+08:00

heys ppl, my blog is dead.... haha, onli a few ppl tagged... Sry i didnt update it though... HaHa, I went to Sydney for vacation... 8 days 7 nites... haha, its nice down thr... the main city is like 20 degrees... other suburbs are lik 18 degrees, even got 30 leh.... haha... Bondi beach was rly nice, and the other places are nice too... De.... Haha, kays... here are sum pics sum with ppl or jux scenery... Haha

2008-12-10T20:34:00.002+08:00

Heys ppl, so so sry... My blog like dead le... HaHa, juz came back from Sydney, it was rly fun... There the things quite ex leh.. Like fried rice also $10 le... Visited Sydney opera house, its rly nice, I also visited Bondi Beach, it was awesome. The weather there is good too.
Okay, my class chalet not long ago was rly fun too, BBQ and water, and more water.... And horror movie... HaHa, okay, pls try to tag ppl, m blog like dead le, thx.... HaHa

Class chalet!!!

2008-11-18T19:14:00.003+08:00

Heys ppl, tmr is class chalet!!! Heys... sounds like a fake enthusiasm bt i tink and hope chalet wil be fun... Wil be goin to chalet with ying jie, jia hui n yanning... Chalet rly sounds fun bt i dun tink i wil rly enjot myself lor... Joel is nt thr n I guess I wil jux be a loner down thr... Bt hu cares.... An extra... Haha, jux hope I wil hav the least bit of fun at least... Haha, maybe it will turn out quite gd... Looking forward for the nite... Dun tink sick... Coz i cn actually spend sumtime on my own hopefully n probably... Haha, tts all I hav to sae... So cya guys at class chalet!!! :D

2008-11-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

Heys ppl!!! Haha, it has been a long time since I posted haha... Today was mt sis B-dae party n its lik so crowded bt I was quite sian diao coz I cun mix wth my sis frens... HaHa, n had to clear up aft the party!!! Its like aft the party den lik nw is 12!!!!
Haha, n I cun wait to go out n eat ice cream... Haha, rite sister? LOL, dun mind it if u dun understand...
Haha, n on Monday we r going to film for SDMA!!!! Wth Bei Hua n Yi Wen as the lead actors, cun wait to c Bei Hua read the script...
Kays, I gues tts all i hav to sae... Cya!!! N Nadia, sry I cun link u n I stil cun...

results???

2008-11-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

Heys, my results wasnt veri well leh... Onli 2.9 4 GPA!!! Arghhs... Anw, dun emo le... Magdalene n Joel... Cheer up kays!!! :D Ice cream!!! LoL...
Happy holiday too!!! Juz counting down the days... HaHa
I dun hav much to sae coz nt much things happened recently... Juz went 2 IMM to eat lunch n ICE CREAM!!! Haha, rly nice... Okay....
I think tts all I cn say.. So cya!!!!

Holiday!!!

2008-11-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

YaYs!!! Its the holidays... Finally... Bt, i tinks its stil the same... Got to go school anyways... Juz getting more sleep!!! Haha

Can't wait for class chalet... And going out with frens... HeHe...
And I'm going to Sydney!!! Yays!!! Think I will hav lots of fun!!! HaHa

Oh ya, anyway, I will be holding my birthday party again... Haha!! On 13 dec, sat. At 3 pm. At my hse for BBQ!!! (I tink) Pls tell me if u want 2 cum or u can cum,, Thx

Got to go so fast... Rly sianz... Kays... Cya everyone... Hope to post sum time soon... Smile for the turtle!!! :D

2008-11-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

wahhh..
kennethhh, you never update then just give me your username and pw LOL.
funnyyy lahh you :D

i dont know blog about what leh.
cca?
wah, kenneth and yingjie's group finished their script liao lorr.
and my group still doing.
now i still going the script.
and sian lorr, comclubbers must help out at learning sympossium :x

lalalas..
kenneth fasterrr update your own blog! xD

wheeees,
magdalene here :D

Long time to post

2008-10-30T21:11:00.000+08:00

Heys everyone... Sry, kinda busy for projects... And CCA is fun!!! LOL! Theory exam juz 2 days from now... So, study... Its kinda important to me... LOL... Hmmm, not much to write but yeys!!! Holding my b-dae party this year again... Not sure wt the date is but its on a sat!!! Kays... Rly rly busy.... So, cya!!! This post is rly short.... Dun even hav time to go online... Byes!!!
- Kenneth

CCA competition teams!!!

2008-10-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

Heys my frens!!! Haha, I kinda enjoyed enough cause once the EOYs results comes out it will be like before again... LOL, so hows everyone's results?
HaHa, anw, it was the 1st day of CCA again juz this Tuesday. And I got to know my SDMA group members, it's an all girls group!!! Arghhh!!!( with an exception of me if you don't count me as one) HaHa, then all the group members are seniors! Except Ying Jie, but its so hard to communicate lor!!! Haha.
Good Luck to all for your EOYs results and jiayous!!!! Smiles always! :D
- Kenneth XD

EOYs are over!!!

2008-10-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yeahs! Eoys are over. So cool! I've been playing since friday till now. Com etc. etc... LOL! Hows everyone's EOY. My seems hopeless. HaHa.. So long nvr post... Hopefully cn become alive again!!! Anw, sun burns!!!! After friday at vivo with Joel, Wei Ni, Magdalene and KP!!! HaHa!!! - Kenneth (once again)

2008-10-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

this blog should seriously be updated a little, eh?
so once again, the boliao person is here to help kenneth post.
:D
hmms, dunno if anythin interesting happened these days.
anw, just a few more days to EOY.
mug hard everyone ;D

kay.
nothing else to post.
byebye

2008-09-20T13:10:00.001+08:00

hmm.... okay then....
since kenneth agrees to it.......
i am here to SPAM!

2008-09-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody, it has been a long time. Hahaz. This will be the last time I update my blog before the end of years coz im GROUNDED!!! Well, this post will not be long. I juz want to wish you guys all the best for ur end of years and pls cum back n tag once the exams are over. I will put it on my personal message on MSN once this blog is alive again!!! Gd luck!!! Cya guys soon!

Not a nice day...

2008-09-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

Hey... Today sucked, everything went wrong for me today, despite the fact that there was no homework for me to chiong.... Its juz so sian... All my results suck... Dunno wat to do, I juz wanted to lay down and rest for a veri veri long time... LOL... Juz hope this year ends quick and every trouble to be forgotten.... Today Wei Ni, Weely and Zelin were back, at least not so sian... Wrote my name in Zelin's Death Note Book and today's date... Wish that the Death Note Book was true lor... Sry for the change in writing style and format, the past few were veri troublesome...

CCA today!!!

2008-09-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

You can't believe what we had to do in CCA today... We had to pack all the parts

into sets after NJRC!!! All 17 sets leh! Was like so tiring lor... Must the second

last CCA session be sooo tiring? LOL... Haha. There was no break lor, from 2.45

to like 5.15, pack the sets all the way... Haha. The multi people cleaned up the

whole lab lor, or maybe the inner room... HaHa, but its veri tiring... And when

we were done, the seniors sae the multi people 4.00 already go home le... Wah,

so good lor. And today the NCC people came back, saw Wei Ni, Wei Ni, you look

burnt... Haha, sunburn ar...Hahaz, bt didnt see Weely, wonder whether shes

burnt too, lets see tomorrow... Haha.

NJRC is over!!!

2008-09-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

Yeas! NJRC was like so fun lar. Although did not make it to finals but we had so

much fun lor... Yesterday finals and prize presentation, we got best programing

award and silver for sprintbot... Hahaz... And team Apollo who consist of Zhi Jie

, Jodee, Magdalene, Natasha and Ying Hao(oops) won overall champion! Its like

unbelievable lor ... HaHa... We also had a photo taking session after that lor... So

looking forward to the next competition.

2008-09-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl!!!

Welcum to my blog... Yeas! :D

2008-09-02T22:26:00.001+08:00

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