I tote dat someone would be there for me when I needed someone... I guess i was wrong... everythings for show... Now, everything seems crushed... Even the little joy dat I have once in a blue moon, has been taken away... I tote I could live, to look forward for those precious moments... Now there isn't any... I always kept it inside, but thinking that someone would be there for me, made me feel alot better, thinking that not everything seems crushed... But everything is clear to me now, everythings just been... a lie... Now, Im on my own, it hurts even more...