the last sunset

im confused... hurt by whats inside... i duno... out there, many people say i could tell dem anything, how i felt... but i cant bring myself to do it... seeing some of dem, just feeling as down, its hard to say anything... putting "cheer up" isnt hard... but if i could just feel it...

i cant...

i dont wanna say how i feel, has a few reasons, n one of dem, i dont wanna let you listen to what i feel, cos its just hard to do so, its annoying... smiles on the com screen, dats what matters...

its hard... but i will try...

i hate me...
cos he wldnt just go to hell...