the last sunset

heys people. quite long nvr post le, quite busy bah... i duno... hahaha, alot of things i duno horh... hahahaha, i wish thrs like smothing u cn post privately, lik... i duno leh! cos post on blog everyone see, but i dont wan to write a diary, or type a word doc n save in com?!? o.O hahaha, but... er... nvm lah.... dis post... dont read it.. i dont wan comments please? hahaha
fate drops me from the highest point, and it nvr stopped... im hurt, from the past, and by everything in the present... nothings going right... nothing ever will, n nothing ever had... i live by everyday having fear of falling so hard again, i fall, myself before i get to such a high point again.... some people understand, some people dont, dey arent to bame, dey dont tak a part in dis, dis route i wld tak alone... i wan to be left alone, just for dis while... whether it hurts or help, it doesnt matter... im confused... i duno... all the feelings just collide, i dont see a hope in it, i nvr did, maybe once, just once, before my life just got crushed, to bits, helpless... i lived a life of hopes of dreams, n dats a mistake i made, made me fall harder...
we have to admit the helpless, n hopless... somethings are meant to be let go of, given up on...
my life, my choices, my mistakes, my fault, my regrets, my emotions, my ending...