the last sunset

heys ppl... im srsly like... going downhill liao... in every aspect of it... studies, concentration, self-esteem etc. wahh, nvm, i dont noe wt im feeling... haha, everyday my self-esteems go lower, and one day i wont hav self-esteem at all... and i estimate dat dat day is coming soon... hahaha, but hu rly cares man... besides me... i mean, its human nature to actually care abt ur self... its not actually selfish, its jux normal... so i dont blame anyone... and dont ever go around calling others selfish coz dey dont care... unless, dey are suppose to care, even frens, i dont hav many frens hu rly cares... so try asking urself dis... hav you ever stopped to tink how others around you felt if you said or did smth to dem... if you didnt, you dont hav a rite to say others dont care...

nvm, goshh, everything i write is lik those found in the life moral kinda books dat stretch a 1000 pages... but i dont wanna write wt i did, coz nobody actually cares... i dot wanna write how i feel, coz its jux boring, its jux sad over sad over sad... dead boring sia... n besides, every thought dats in my head, is meant to be kept in thr... dey are either boring, or jux simply personal... i dont noe hu to say it to... i noe i hav rly close frens, but i duno how to say it to dem, or wat to say... dats bad, and dat hurts...

im not ~~emo~~

I can say a thousand lies, but in my heart engraved a thousand scars...keep me alive, my will of survival is growing thin...