the last sunset

heys ppl... hmm, what am i to say... hahaha... hmm

Blames, accuses... i was being pulled in the picture... and im nt innocent, im sorry... U guys cn put all the blame on me... i will accept it... i dont mind holding the weights of blame... jux think, are you jux making someone else a scapegoat, or do you rly tink im to blame... ive been a scapegoat once, i cn be it again... you cn see it as im the entire cause... it wont be alright, it nvr will be... once you point a gun at someone, dat someone is gonna rmb for life... im sorry if ive ever caused anything... but isit a must dat you should hurt me too? I swore to someone, dat dis secret lied in good hands, dat onli some ppl will know, some people wif trust, and nt a knife ready to stab me in the back... Think... You arent a retard, you know whats rite and wrong, what is good, what is not... Coz it hurts... well, not much of emo, jux, its quite pissing... but, u noe i dont get pissed easy, im holding on tight, please, stop dis... jux, let it go... let it go...

Everyone has an urge for
Veangance, and
It will nvr recover unless you
Let it go...

keep me alive, im gasping, will for survival grows thin...

as u look far down to the busy streets wif cars,
u retract back into you flat,
your mind full wif thoughts,
bad things dat happened,
how you saw life as unwanted...
holding your breath,
you closed your teary eyes,
pulled yourself into the wind,
sudden thoughts came,
you feel the strong wind against you,
great family, frens, you had,
times you enjoyed,
times you failed,
times you succeeded,
times you had a big smile,
times wif jokes,
times wif....
a sudden blackout,
a sharp pitched sound,
never open your eyes again...