the last sunset

heys ppl, sorry, didnt post... gosh, i duno why i rly rly feel lik saying sorry, i feel so useless... i guess ive screwed something up for someone... Im so sorry... okay, today... same boring day... fast forward to aft sch... stupid ez-lik card aint out yet... crap! i ponned infocomm coz i nidda go interact club... its more important... :p hahaha, but it was at Jurong Pri!!! end up grace and i went to G.O to get ez-link card first, took for si yi too... nvm, dont tink anyone noes hu they are... den aft get ez-link cards, went to tak cab to jurong pri... o.O hmm, quite weird... hahaha okay, den go jurong pri den blah blah... den finish at 5! hahaha, den went with grace n si yi to JP StarBucks.... hahaha, veri extra... 2 year 4 gurls and me? hahaha, den i jux sat thr and stoned, grace sat thr drink n tok... hahaha, asked me quite a few questions... haha, read thru my almost entire inbox + sent msgs.... commenting on some lorhh.... hahaha okay, den i walked home from JP!!!! wahh, didnt noe it wil tak lik 30 min! wat the hell... and i was lik sweating lorh! hahah
okay.... haiz.... no matter how hard i try not to tink abt it... it will go back to me... makes me sad... u noe hw muchh i hate dis thing, dis feeling... hw I wished you wouldnt hav to do dis... haiz... nvm... i trust ur decision, thou it hurts... hard... even if (when) i break, i wldnt do anything to you... i hope you cld appreciate... im jux toking to myself anw... the choice aint mine... ):
i found dis lyrics, rly interesting... 1,2,3,4.... thrs onli 1 thing 2 do, thrs 3 words, 4 you... I luv you... it made sense to me... its jux as simple as numbers...
im hurt... broken, shattered and torn apart... i noe you wont understand, nobody will... its jux me and everyone else.... Its my life, its a good day to die everyday... welcome to my life...