the last sunset

heys ppl... super tired, bt cant slp, veri sian-ed... haiz... things arent turning out well dis few days, seems usual for me rite? haha, maybe, bt its different, cant sae wts the difference bt its worst... im losing touch, im losing eveything i ever cared abt... i rly dont hav much to lose anymore... probably dis is hell for me... if you could understand... if anyone could understand me... i wld sae you are jux another person hus jux lik me... what's the meaning of life? thr arent second chances in life... i understand that... bt why give me a chance when you noe you wld nvr give me another... i can feel the cold you give me, thats not supposed to be... you noe i like you... bt its jux heart breaking to see you slip away, its lik letting go when its jux the beginning... its like backing away from dis, and picking another way around... i cant mak it thru alone... tell me ur feelings, pls... i cant feel it when its as cold as ice, as hard as stone and as real as ever... im waiting, hesitating every move, afraid that any one could end dis, n once dis ends, i wont be me anymore... i feel im already changing from the inside... u noe i dont show my feelings... let me help, let me bridge dis... n let me keep it warm... things will change... maybe it already started to change, but it ain't for the better... im tired, exhausted... but i swear i wld wait, i dont mak it that far, bt i will wait forever... if you wld, except it and keep it pls... im nt asking for more den tt...

Pain is jux another feeling, keep it in, suppress it and move on...