the last sunset

heyys ppl, nothing is better, nothing in my life is ever gonna be intersting... Life's tough these days... Its nt too bad... People say that ain't tough to live a cruel life, but I would say that it is cruel to live a togh life, well, thats life, live wif it or jux give up... Life's pathetic... Me? Or the people around me? I would say me and my point of everything around me... It isnt like a game, you cant cheat ur way through, you cant change things whenever you want and you cant respawn after a death... It isnt jux my personal life, thrs alot more to it... Blaming others would only pull others into the trouble, even if its the other person's fault, find a solution for it, even tt means helping the person while the person puts all of it on you... keep it in, suppress it, neutralize it, and move on... time, effort, load are human factors, they have no limit, you can keep on adding load but you will still manage... But this, it will destroy you from the inside, maybe thrs a way to help it, maybe not... I swear I will hold on for as long as I can... But thrs a limit for this, and I know that point is reaching... thrs pain, but pain is jux another feeling, again, keep it in, suppress it, neutralize it if possible and move on... This are tactics, or strategies,that I use too often, they will find another way around this tactics and counter-attck it... Im waiting, im ready... thrs honour in every defeat wif a fight...
this is a long post, if you cant be bothered reading, its okay... Its jux like a diary... see you ppl...