the last sunset

heyys ppl, haha... onthe same thing... Saddening... Nothing interesting goin on... I hav a boring life... Its annoying... haha, wif PEOPLE trying to puke... haha... bt, its still me and the various ppl... I wish ppl wld understand me... haiz... Or mabe its jux me... haha, its better nt to feel ANYTHING den feel EVERYTHING... lol... without sadness and fear and anger, life will be better... I hav nothing to lose... Happiness? wt's tt suppose to feel lik... haha... I feel mixed... but with a large percentage of wt i call, nothingness... Numbed... haha, dont sae im emoo coz im trying my best nt to sound lik tt... haha its nt as bad as it looks... I cant feel a thing... LOL, and its nt fun...

Thinking... Processing... Please wait....
ohh, and lots of hw, and tiring cca, again... and its sad lorhh... haha....
my bottle is almost at its maximum... I bottled up everything... Im gonna blow soon... haha... sry, bt its probably my onli way of expressing myself... and its the onli ting tt keeps me moving in life...

I wish i hd jux keep fr looking at you in the first place...